happiness never lasts forever.
the ties have slowly come undone-
bang.
bang.
bang.
- but new knots have began forming inside me.
this bed of needles has slowly started to sting.
pour salt in the wounds, i want sweet distraction.
bang.
bang.
bang.
i focus so hard on the cries and the screams
i forget to breathe.
my teeth grind harder and harder till the pain sets in.
bang.
bang.
bang.
nobody would believe me if i spoke it out loud.
so i'll write, write till my fingers lose all feeling.
till my eyes cross and i'm blinded by the glow of this screen.
the only company i can keep.
this clock has proven to tick on schedule,
the fall out has came just as expected.
bang.
bang.
BANG.
